.Friday, January 25, 2008 ' 10:12 PM Y
hmmm. shd i go anot.? or wat? eh. today go back to work lerhs. i reali very sad and confuse. but i nvr show it out. all i do is laugh and smile. today all my colleagues, senior and manager ask mii my result. i can onli say i fail my eng. i reali feel like crying. my tears reali going to burst again. but luckily i able to cool myself. serve alot of customer. super busy. today do one return of goods. but is the customer fault. so i'm not tat sad. today mei zhen xiang de kor kor give mii ba gua again. and i bring to canteen to share wif jas and colleague. hees. today keep kana suan and nag by colleague. so angry lahs. he keep bully mii =( but after tat i bully him back. hahas. so envy of him. coz he manage to pass most of the subject. jus tat his eng fail. he this type of person oso can pass. can't believe it. before i finish i count my money. omg. i lost money. this time i lost $8 plus. omg. i oso can't believe it lei. den i ask him help mii count oso. den i quickly go change and den go buy lao po bing for family and jie fu parent. oso go find him and ask whether i reali lost anot. hais. super sad. i reali lost. i reali dun believe i lost money. coz i did count properly. oso cannot be senior they all do wrong mahs. coz onli senior take over my counter mahs. hais. super moody. =( after tat i walk to cine mit da jie and jie fu. den go tpy tgt. den we went to makan wif dad too. hais. dad make mii super moody. he say alot of discouraging things. keep say i'm lazy and toopid. hais. is not mine fault mahs. nw de prob is jus my language not the rest wat. all his word reali make mii burst out my tears. i reali couldn't take it lerhs. super demoralize. dad i noe i reali make u throw face. but i reali put in alot of effort. i'm not lazy at all. i did do my homework. is jus tat i couldn't reali focus much in class. i reali did try my best. hais. sry dad.
