it's LOVE

.Saturday, May 31, 2008 ' 10:54 PM Y

today such a tired day. wake up super early coz niid to help da jie to settle her hus things. my whole body is aching man. after cleaning up the hus, went to bro hus to see toto. oh no. he had a hair cut so nice. i reali love it. but i still prefer hanson. hahas. heard alot of things happen to toto. toto create alot of trouble at home. its horrible man. anyway bad news, bro want me to go his hus stay overnight when he was having holiday. oh shit. i can't meet my dar lerhs. how.? i have to stay at sengkang for 5days. how can i survive this 5 days.? still thinking wat shd i do.? hais. =( headache arhs. hmmm. tmr finally can see him. hahas. i reali miss you.! =[

this is wat i do at jie jie hus. jus pasting the maskin tape. but it is tiring.

my cutie TOTO

FRIDAY, 30 MAY 2008
had a wonderful practical today. had alot of nice things happen. today i was quite excited actually coz tot can meet dar go home tgt. but so sad. can't he haven't book out yet. he finish very late so didn't manage to miit him. =( so after sch went out with joy and mei wei. after tat went home get myself change and rush to joy hus. omg. sorry meiwei.! my hus too dusty lerhs. coz u to have running nose. paiseh. paiseh. had a long meeting today. and i make dar angry. sry to make you wait for so long. i reali didn't mean it de. its my fault. i promise i won't let you wait for so long lerhs. okay.! sry. hope you not angry. =( had a wonderful meal with mei wei and felix and of coz my dar. but too bad dar nvr eat. hahas. dar bought for mii chocolate again. hahas. and we bought durian also. so kelian. we have no place to eat so got no choice but to sit outside crystal jade to eat it. hahas. so funny. today i saw my old phone. so miss tat phone. so long nvr see it lerhs. missed!

dar sry to make you angry.
i hope you won't angry anymore okay.
love you always.

its the process of dilution

pipette out the solution

alamak so act cute

nice colour?

♥ undefinable love

.Thursday, May 29, 2008 ' 10:01 PM Y

today i having test. wake up early to study. but nth go into my brain. so hard. had a great surprise by dar. meetin him at central to have breakfast. when i was out of the lift. i saw someone tat look familiar arhs. omg. it was dar. i was so shock and so excited. i miss him alot. didn't see him for 4 days. hahas. finally see him. went to central to eat mac again. wow. i think i will soon get sick of it. hahas. so after tat we go slack slack for awhile coz its too early. dar make a point to send mii to sch. hahas. omg. so touch! and he bought jacket for mii coz he scare i'm cold when we was on the bus. isn't it gd? hahas. i reach sch 15 mins earlier so decided to accompany him to wait for bus. i think some classmate saw my boyfriend lerhs bahs. hahas. anyway one of my gd friend saw him, and she say he is nice. he nice mehs. okay lahs. quite nice actually. hahas. =D had a theory lesson abit boring arhs. after tat had a practical test. siting there waiting for my turn. i sit until very sian. almost feel like slping. but all my classmate keep giving mii clue and pressure make mii super scare lahs. aiyo. stress arhs. when my turn to do the experiment and theory. i totally abit black out lahs. can't rmb and nervous. i do a silly mistake hopefully teacher won't minus my marks. after sch, went to look for dar. hahas. had a great meal arhs. lols. he cook maggie mee and egg with bread. omg. the egg smell nice lahs. i love it.! den after tat walk to enter to buy ice-cream. yummy yummy.

thanks dar for buying mii kit-kat and ice-cream.
this two things tat i keep craving for it. i dunnoe why. hahas
thanks for the swit video tat you send mi.
love you always. =]

hahas. i reali look funny.

you bully mii

♥ undefinable love

.Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ' 3:35 PM Y

today had a practical lesson. so cool we playing board game. so nice lahs. among the 6 player i got the least amount of money coz they keep cheating lahs. i think i'm the most honest person lahs. i didn't even cheat their money or wat. they keep asking mii to cheat but i feel so bad if i cheat the others so i still give my money. hahas. after awhile we having a discussion abt our presentation. i was suepr freak out when they say they wan it to be on tuesday after sch 2pm. den i quickly shout back no. cannot. i got something on coz of cca. den the stupid classmate, anah, shout at mii rudely tat :"you tot the presentation will take three hours arhs? who will willing to stay at there for three hours?" its like wtf lahs. she will nvr understand wat am i thinking. she can't expect us to bring so many things to sch on tuesday rite. is like i still niid to bring my swimming things, my floorball things and my lesson things. ass lahs. i was so angry tat i scold all the vulgar out. anyway i jus hate the way she ans mii back. its so xia lan and rude. oh goosh. went for lunch after tat. saw guo xiang and joel at shanghai cursine. i'm still quite angry with the things happen in class. everyone like try to cool mii down lahs. zzz. today lla cancel so got nth to do. so rot at sch for awhile. we went to cvc to get the toopid form. how i noe the person like super buai song lahs. say us not to anyhow touch the things. we jus wanna get another 2 more form and she say go print urself. zzz. such a stingy sch sia. two more form will cost u 200 dollars mehs. nonsense lahs. slack at stadium for awhile den go home. i receive my hp bill lerhs. omg. my bill is so damn ex lahs. $90 plus plus. i wan faint lerhs lahs. tat time i told tat person i wan to upgrade my student plan and i did show my ezlink card. how i noe they still charge mii normal plan. asshole. bro come home tel him abt it kana scolding by him. he scold mii for msging so much. is like not my fault wat. i tot already upgrade my plan lerhs. so i jus use lahs. dun waste. den he keep scold and scold. i dunnoe why my tears jus burst out lahs. i reali feel very tiring and i was filled with lots of anger lerhs he still wan to scold mii. hais. i reali can't take it lahs. hate them. when can i get my freedom. everything also mus care. can you all jus stop caring abt mii, stop irritate mii, stop nagging mii. i reali hate tat alot. its kind of irritating when u guys keep nagging mii. erjie always nag at mii did u bring hanson out. bro always nag at mii did u do housework. da jie keep nag at mii can u stop going out jus spend more time with hanson and do ur o lvl revision. WTF lahs. its like very irritating. i dun like ppl nagging at mii. i reali cannot take it! when can i get my FREEDOM. can u all jus let mii do wat i wan.
i'm going to 18 yr old lerhs. not a small girl anymore. u all still treat mii as a small girl everything have to report or wat to u guys. pls lahs. enough lahs. u all care abt urself lahs. stop bothering mii. i know wat i wan to do. you guys keep control mi, i will only change from bad to worst nia. it will nvr help mii at all. =(

TUESDAY, 27 MAY 2008
today had my first swimming lesson. kana say by tat coach coz didn't attend last week. he didn't even wan to bother to listen to my explanation. so dun even bother to care. its cool for my first lesson. but my nose hurt alot. the stupid florine lahs. after lesson we slowly shower lahs. omg. we are late for lesson. but we jus can't be bother. so we walk back to lecture room slowly. hahas. so sian boring today lesson. dun even understand wat izzit abt. we are jus giving a blurr look only. after lesson, nabillal and mi rush back home to change ourselves coz got floorball trainin today. having bad headache. got no choice but to buy medicine to eat. luckily before start of training slightly better arhs. so had 4 to 5 round of jog at the circumference of the floorbal court. oh no is like so big lahs. anyway i still can tahan. so training and having match. wow. its kind of tired. keep running for the ball. anyway i shd not run lahs. coz after the match we training our running stamina. i totally have no strength and almost black out. zzzz die lahs. after tat cool down ourselves and have a warm up. kana scolding by the senior today. i was thinking tat she was the one who was late still say other ppl. so bad lahs. wat kind of senior is this. zzz

♥ undefinable love

.Monday, May 26, 2008 ' 8:05 PM Y

today went to sch late. hahas. so shiok. but didn't manage to slp well keep wake up. had 2hr lesson. boring. kind of sian. anyway show us the video abt wat happen in shanghai last time. so sad lahs. can't believe still got ppl laugh. crazy. went to c1 with other classmate. ate mango ice kachang and waffle. hahas. after tat went home lerhs. crazy bus driver on the aircon until so cold lahs. zzz. i can't stand it arhs. after tat went home to eat bread. so ke lian. all my sis and mum fault ask mii eat tat. walao. always like tat bully mii. sick of it lahs.

wat a sad things happen in shanghai.

4 more days...
miss you so much.
everytime see you, how i wish tat the time will stop.

♥ undefinable love

.Sunday, May 25, 2008 ' 10:00 PM Y

had my breakfast at home around 10 plus. den around 12 plus, dar cal mii tat his elder sis wan to bring them out to makan. ask mii to join them. i was so paiseh lahs. zzz hahas. anyway when i reach his hus i was kana frighten by his younger sis. i some sort of scare arhs. coz see them quarrel. =( luckily got mei wei accompany mii msg. make mii cool down abit. his elder sis come his hus i also dare not step into living room. i'm so scare. T.T anyway i find tat dar was being dotes by his elder sis. she is quite reasonable and friendly arhs. she order pizza home. den we went out to buy drinks. hahas. we went to shop and save to choose alot of drink lerhs. den he tel mii, he wan cold de. zzz bu zhao jiang. so went to mama shop to buy cold drinks. so we like waste alot alot of time lahs. when reach home, the pizza was here and i was ask to eat. omg. i jus had my breakfast few hrs ago onli. ask mii to eat again. full full lahs. so have no choice but to eat. its quite nice. next time can order. =] after tat watch bu neng shou de mi mi. so nice can. its quite touchin. after tat study my toopid science. so sian. i super blurr. so i manage to understand abit onli. hahas. dar was sleeping while i was study lahs. pig arhs him always slp de. wake dar up around 7 to ask him prepare. he going to book in soon. =( went to lor 5 to eat my fav yi mian and chocolate ice kachiang. i eat too slow lerhs so ask dar to help mii order food for my family. after not long dar realise tat he forget to take his hp charger. so he rush home to take his things while i stay there to wait for my parent food. super slow lahs. not long lata, dar cal mii tat he coming back to find mi. oh goosh. he sure late for camp de lo. so we walk super fast to bus stop. i manage to board my bus first. when i reach home he didn't even board the bus lahs. oh no. sorry cause u to late. my family keep complaining the food is yucks. wth lahs. they say wan tat wat. not my fault. hooray tmr can go sch late. start lesson at 1.30. but stupid things is tat i having 2 hr lesson onli. after tat have to travel back again. so far. zzz

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. ' 12:07 AM Y

had a great day today. finally meet dar lerhs. i miss him so much. anyway meet dar, wanting n vith at central. we went to east coast ride bicycle. hahas. its like omg. wat a again? and its so damn hot. riding on the two person bike. omg. i reali not use to it. i still prefer riding alone. hahas. XD i actually like to ride de but coz of this bike i become lazy keep rely on him to ride. hahas. had a balugu on my leg. so big lahs. anyway we four took alot of photo. so funny and many weird things happen. after tat went to kallang leisure park with them. omg. its so cooling and shiok. quite empty arhs. and not much things to do. we went to arcade too. sad we wasted $4 at the toy machine. can't even catch one. is nice lahs. i like tat. =( play basketball machine too. nice. so long nvr play with tat lerhs. play with tat i will think of mei wei. miss her playing with mii. den after tat eat kfc. omg. so oily lahs. throw to dar to eat again. XD after tat went walk walk to kallang indoor stadium there. a nice scenery. anyway when we was walking saw two golden retriever. so nice. and they are friendly. i love it. but when they step on my feet is like wtf lahs. so pain. anyway heard a sad story from wan ting. her dog was send to spca. coz they dun have time for the dog and the dog had alot of flea at his body. omg. so sad. can i have him? =( not long lata receive a call from mum tat bro buy a dog. its a shih tze. brown and white. i reali can't wait to see tat dog. but kind of sian dun wanna go home. went to have dinner with them too. anyway they reali have alot of crap. hahas. fun and nice day.
anyway MEIWEI MEIWEI. my necklance tat u give mii two yrs ago spoil lerhs. =( the drop and lost lerhs. hais. sob sob. T.T

I'm Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico

dar and mii at the tower?

dar and mii at the beach

songvith, wanting, mii and dar

wat a nice scenery of kallang

is there any fish here? o.O

u see i so gd help u carry ur bag. =]

mii and wanting

love you always.

dar and i

wat a short lamp pole. but still taller than mii arhs. =/

♥ undefinable love

.Friday, May 23, 2008 ' 9:33 PM Y

i was late for sch again. hahas. all coz of tat stupid bus. slowpok. lols. i'm super tired lahs. keep going to fall asleep. but luckily got some homework to do. hahas. had a tough practical today. coz keep on stirring the toopid salt. stirr until i like crazy. lols. went for lunch tgt with my classmate at c2. eat muslim food. yucks. not very nice. i still miss secondary muslim rice. nicer. =) we had alot of crap at the forum today. today first time saw shima cry. so pity her. she was so mad of her bf. aiyo. i hate this type of guys lahs. keep questioning and questioning her. like she commit a big crime like tat. dunnoe for wat fuck lahs. she like no freedom lahs. asshole lahs him. beta dun let mii see him, if i see him for sure i will box him. idiot. after tat went for ac make up practical. boring. it was so horrible lahs the room. so warm. and i dunnoe why i can fall asleep lahs. but when i sleep until very shiok, tat dumb syafiq wake mii up. shit u spoil my sweet dream. zzz. den the rest of the ppl do the practical, while i was doing sudoko. lols. boring arhs. went home after tat. while i was on the bus receive cal from jie fu. he wanna fetch mii. den i have to alight. he let mii wait for almost 15 mins den he say he nw jus leave pasir ris. zzz so far. so i have no choice but to wait. wait for him for 25 mins, finally he arrive. i was so freak out lahs. i rather take bus home much faster. zzz. went to lor 5 to buy fishball noodle home. i saw adrian today. but i didn't manage to talk to him coz i was hesitating izzit him. i abit can't recognize him. hahas. =D

shd i go back to taka work for my holiday?
i feel like going back.
but i'm afraid i couldn't take leave for camp. hais.

sry can't mit you today.
anyway one more day to see you.
reali can't wait to see you.
i miss you so badly. =(