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.Monday, August 31, 2009 ' 5:31 PM Y

sian. i'm still jobless. dunnoe where to find job also. sian lahs. should i rot at home or should i just go IT show work 4 days.. hahas. still thinking hard. dar is super stress recently coz of sch work. start to worry about him. worrying. hais. i think my boy is so damn poor thing. i miss him badly everyday although we meet everyday i still feel not enough. so hard to satisfied myself. hais

today nvr go back sch. coz no one acc me to go back. sad. but glad that rus help me find mrs ng-tee. and i manage to hear her vice i miss her badly. she is the best teacher tat i have in sec sch life. she is just like my laobu. i miss her. i promise i will go back no matter wat asap.

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.Friday, August 28, 2009 ' 1:55 PM Y

my boyfriend is sick again. hais. went to had breakfast with him den acc him study in the end i fall asleep nvr help him again. hahas. when he was about to go work den he measure his temperature. 38.4 lahs. so high yet he still wan to continue to work. my ke lian de boyfriend always sick. i think he rest too little le tat why fall sick. hope he get well soon. ^^

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. ' 12:53 AM Y

slacking at home since after exam till now. hahas. kind of bored and abit shiok lahs. coz i nvr really rest well during exam period. last mins study mahs bo bian so everyday burn midnight oil. lols. anyway now still waiting for call. most likely monday or tues going find other job bahs. cannot slack at home for too long. if not i feel that i'm so damn useless. at home waste electricity only. lols. today early in the morning went out with baby for breakfast. saw mummy when i was on his bike. i should say luckily mummy nvr see me if not i will surely kana nag by her de. den went to central to eat wanton mee. which i have been so call craving for. den went to town to get my sis kose lotion. i think this is my first time going orchard for less than 15mins and i left there. lols. just get sis stuff and i left. kind of shock man. went to dar hus to see him do his assignment. while me slping and playing psp to kill time. serious bored like hell mans. but no choice when was studying dar also acc me so now i gonna acc him. to ensure he really do his work and not watching tv.! when should i go this sat and sun? maybe go out with er jie for some shopping. hahas. i wan to burst my wardrobe.

there is something bothering me since the day when i left sec sch.
i'm seriously missing all the laughter and crap.
and its all ended. cannot be seen again.
they are just gone within a year.
friends seem to be missing too.
要找到一个很好的朋友其实是很难的。
朋友之间应该要懂了解对方，体谅对方，配合对方。
i hate my sibling asking me about my friend and i will just start to complain.
all thanks to them and i have lost a lot of my friends.
they have cause me to have so much barrel between my friend and i.
but i can't change their way of thinking man.
so i have to choose to lose my friend or family.
and the distance between me and my friend is getting further and further.
也很难回到以前了。
it no longer like we use to be anymore.
forget it lahs.
just let it be i shall just carry on my life.
let nature take it course man.! =]

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.Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ' 1:44 PM Y

I'M craving for BBQ food, pizza hut, jack's place de beef, hog's breath cafe, sushi, teppanyaki, steamboat and many many more. omg. dar when can we eat those? i'm craving for super long lahs.!!!!!!

uploading of photo

cotton on de

mango de

Giordano de

that time went to tampines to shopping de clothes

he such a idiot. keep giving stupid face

last but not least i think this is the best of all

online clothes that i buy. i think i might throw away instead of wearing.
coz its too big!!!

my collection of body shop items

this is wat i bought within a month 11 items.

ellen, my girlfriend give me de happy meal toy

its hello kitty

lalas.its a ring

i finally watch my final destination 1 to 3 during my last weekend. hahas.
nice show nice show.
although its bloody but its super nice.

can't wait to watch final destination 4. hahas
dar i will make sure u acc me watch.

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. ' 1:26 PM Y

today is my first day of holiday. hahas. slack at home. sad today can't meet boyfriend at all. coz he got one hr break nia coz tonight he got lesson. gonna miss him le. anyway i didn't manage to go find retail job because of some problem. CB lahs. do u know how much i feel like working at retail in the end u just something not nice make mi so piss and give up of it. ass lahs. went to taka instead anyway i'm not going to work at retail shop anymore so no choice can't go for IT show to work. and got piss off with some problem again. and i just give up with it. Kor dun be sad kks. i will still find time to meet u de lahs. sad case can't work with him anymore. anyway i still waiting for hr to call me if got no call i shall find my next job. hahas. got alot of choice but not those job not really wat i wan. hahas. i shall see first bahs. oh by the way ytd communication was kind of easy i should say that coz i got study abit. i think should be can pass lahs. aiya can pass better dun ask for more man. hahas.

how to be initiative?
hahas. i think i have to learn man.
i know myself de. i have no initiative at all.
coz i always expect ppl to ask me or call me first.
i dun like to be the first one to do things. hahas.
know me de should know lahs.

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.Monday, August 24, 2009 ' 9:10 PM Y

last paper le. yes. finally can't wait lahs. today math i shall say its extremely hard and i hope i know how to do arhs. just that i think got a few question i very blurr and dun understand what the hell is the question asking so forget it lo. hahas. i think can get good grade i happy le. tmr communication le. hope it will be easy. no confident at all. meet dar to study. in the end i'm like looking at him and disturbing him study nia. i feel so happy that dar is hardworking and he really have the determine to study. he really loved by me. hahas. dar is really a hardworking boy. just hope he can do well in exam. sry that i didn't manage to help u coz i'm unsure of those things. sry. i get my stuff today le. 7 bodyshop items. haha. shall update photo soon.

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.Saturday, August 22, 2009 ' 5:26 PM Y

what should i say about the cognitive exam? hahas. i should say is just bullshyt. didn't manage to finish 1 question. all thanks to my dumb head lahs. nvr scroll down and see the question. i tot got 20 question only. so i do very very slowly. until i left 30 mins den i notice that still got 10 more question to go which is like 1 or 2 mutiply choice and the rest like structure question. fuck man. forget it. hopefully the few question that i concentrate so much on will get full mark. which is like impossible lahs. hahas. jus say hope nia. hahas. after exam went for talk. omg. its so damn cool. next time if i give birth i will keep the chord i dun mind need to pay money but it is useful man. hahas. i love stem cell. so cool. i think i showly start to love bio more. hahas. its nvr too hard for me to understand it. hahas. after that went to woodland ave 1 to find botak jones. hahas. i ate botak jones again. and we saw the big boss. omg. i'm so mad. i should get his signiture. lols. its just a restaurant boss nia... feel so sry that i didn't manage to finish it. coz i just eat my main dish tat all. and the boss like scare not nice lahs. ask his worker to ask. its true mahs. the portion so big only fat pig like my boyfriend can finish nia.. hahas. =X hahas. so we went back to cwp to walk walk awhile den go home. hahas. my 嫁出去的老哥finally come home le. he had been missing for 2 weeks no idea why.

mine!

anna's

meiqi's

can u spot me?

nice lava cake. share with meiqi on wed. hahas

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.Thursday, August 20, 2009 ' 9:06 PM Y

i have no mood to study at all. hais. tmr cognitive sia lahs. for sure die de. didn't meet russell today as i dunnoe why he cannot make it. so nvm lahs. slack with classmate at CWP. hahas. lots of jokes and laughter all the way i dunnoe why. hahas. oh ya. forget to say about today sci. i should say quite easy just need to use a bit of brain only. overall i think should be able to get good grade arhs. oh ya hor forget to scold boyfriend today. alamak. forget to off my phone den put it in silent mode. den dar cal me and msg me. WAT DE FUCK. dunnoe why the vibration so loud lahs. den all the people keep looking and looking. shyt ass. nvm. so good vibration also just a useless phone. so MUST CHANGE phone. lols. changing to what phone lei. i think iphone lahs. let me save up from now on. and i will buy that dar promise to acc me to buy that phone next year. so i think he dun wan tat e63 or e71 le bahs. hopefully not that two phone. now thinking of buying DS anot. omg. hais. just wait and see how. yeah tmr go shopping to buy clothes. mum give me money le. hopefully that clothes fit me. hahas. ^^ I WAN UPLOAD PHOTO. PROBLEMATIC BLOG LAHS. DUNNOE WHAT WRONG MAN. ASSHOLE

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.Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ' 10:34 PM Y

should i say today exam is easy compare to previous two? or should i say because i did study that is why i find it easy. maybe possible?!?! hahas. But i know tat i need alot of rest. i didn't really slp well and reach home ytd jus shower and slp. after that wake up at 1 study. thinking how should i start to study ENTERPRISE. my "FAV"subject arhs. wat a nice time to study with stupid russell the talk cock arhs.. i really wondering did i absorb in or am i slacking? hahas. lols. i think i must be crazy le. chatting with that idiot and keep listen to him calling me "PUI PUI" and "JENNIFER". nonsense. i think he drink too much lahs. hahas. after that chat with bf awhile den back to study. before 5 and i manage to study 7 topic. clever girl. nothing go in mind just know that i did study something. lols. after 5 slp again for 2 hr and there goes study and studying. hahas. HUILI is so crazy. hahas. in the middle of night i was looking for my pimple cream and it's gone, MIA le. then i start to think alot of nonsense things. izzit "ghost take it?" and i say to myself. i think later slp awhile it will appear again. after awake i still looking for my pimple cream. there isn't there. Then i was thinking i didn't anyhow place it what. in the end, i found it at sis room and she took it and use. and it become like hers and i have t borrow from her like that. dumb ass sis. hahas. still say me selfish for no reason. I'm such a nonsense. still can think that it is ghost taken it. i still can see up ceiling just to look for that. am i too tired that why i have the illusion? hahas. probably. hahas. i'm so happy tmr finally can get my 7 bodyshop item from russell. i been waiting for that for so long. and i have no idea why i buy so many body shower sia. i jus buy 2 bottle two days ago. and russell is holdin on with my 3 bottle of body shower, one facial wash and toner and 2 scrub for me and dar. hahas. i'm too rich arhs. just spend money like nobody business. hahas. my room is full of bodyshop stuff. gonna buy more next month. i want mineral foundation. hahas. aiming for that. ^^

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. ' 7:25 PM Y

First time in my life i feel so BWG lahs. CB de. after dar told me something i feel so quiet and dunnoe what should i do sia. next time i not going say much things to u anymore. i will just keep everything by myself. grrrr~~~~~ i will think about it should i go that again. maybe jus find excuses to cover myself from not going man. KNN. CB lahs.

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.Monday, August 17, 2009 ' 10:33 AM Y

HUILI IS AT SCHOOL LIBRARY. kind of shiok to pon class and study at sch. hahas. i'm enjoying myself. lols.DAR bought for me a new eeyore. hahas. my third eeyore le..
i think i gonna buy a cardboard and put at his hus to put my eeyore. ^^

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. ' 12:38 AM Y

Tmr gonna submit name le. hahas. not bad at least can find a few classmate acc me to work. i hope can kana sony booth. although need to reach early but its FUN. better than other outlet i think. hahas. i can't wait to work lahs. SO INTO IN THIS IT SHOW. omg. huili is crazy with THIS. I think i need money too much lahs

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.Sunday, August 16, 2009 ' 8:13 PM Y

Finally make up my mind. Monday and Tuesday not attending lesson. But i going to sch to study for exam. hahas. pro right. i can't wait for bf and his bro bbq. i wan eat BBQ food. and next monday wanted to go dar de workplace to makan. yummy yummy. hahas. studying science is stress but its fun. =]

I'M NOT GOING TO CHANGE MY MIND LE. JUST WORK FOR THAT FEW DAYS. AND I WILL FIND RETAIL JOB TOO. I NEED MONEY. LALALALALALA. HAHAS. I'M SO HIGH. SAD CAN'T WORK AT TAKA COZ OF THIS STUPID IT SHOW I NEED TO FIND OTHER JOBS. SPOIL MY PLAN. SOB SOB.

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.Thursday, August 13, 2009 ' 2:28 PM Y

13 more days to go and its my holiday. congrats to myself. yes i found someone acc me to work at IT fair. hahas. i was hesitating should i work or not? nvm just work. ANYWAY IF ANYONE NEED JOB DO LET ME KNOW. kor kor need alot of part timer to work. i still helping him to find people. please let me know asap. I need to let him know soon. It will be on 10-13 SEPT.

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. ' 11:53 AM Y

Yeah today is our 15th month anniversary. and sad case is that dar forget about it. sad sad sad. =(

what should i do man?
i been complaining alot since after he found a job.
what do i really want?
i need him to give me more time.
hais. am i too unreasonable?
i think so....
when can i be satisfied?
i know u trying to do all ways to make me happy.
but i always feel not satisfied.
sorry baby. i know u are trying.

12 AUGUST

HUILI is bored!!! I’m rotting at home today. Sad all because of stupid headache making me so bored. Wake up early in the morning and I feel that my head is super heavy like hell. And I can’ even open my eyes. Shyt man. Never went to school wake up and help my group mate with ppt but I dun think I could help as it is enterprise I also dun know what that dumb ass faci want. So I try to gather what we learn in the past to see whether can be put inside ppt. hopefully it’s useful. I’m rotting. I need someone acc me to talk. Dar busy working can’t entertain me, friends are busy doing ppt. What should I do? Hais. OMG. I think i headache is back again. I think I need a slp again. Freak man. Hais. I now super worry about my grade sia. How am i going to study for my exam? I’m tired lahs.

How am i going to save up money man? I wan to buy slipper slipper slipper. HAHAS. Saving up money for slipper, hand phone and shopping. Hahas.

One more day to our 15th month anniversary. Hahas. What should I buy for boyfriend?

dar took this photo. hahas. i miss eeyore.

i look like ghost. hahas

i miss coloring things. and pls i'm not kinder garden kids

our final piece for cognitive. nice?

our final piece and with the signature on it.

i need to earn alot of money to buy this for friend.
can i dun buy for u. i buy for myself. =]

our communication design. hahas. i love it so cute right.

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.Monday, August 10, 2009 ' 9:31 PM Y

I need to learn to trust my boyfriend more. I always have doubt of him. i have no idea why? but he always been nice and patient to me. since we started he never even complain about me going out with friends or even guy friends. he just seem like dun mind anything. Yet i always de person get jealous about this and that. I feel that i'm not a good girlfriend. i need to change my mind sap man. if not I’m gonna lose him. Sorry boyfriend for being so unreasonable and jealous easily. I know it is because I’m too sensitive le. sry. I love you, baby.

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. ' 6:53 PM Y

I WAN TO CHANGE PHONE AGAIN. lols. i want get a job. i need to return my bank acc money and also buy a phone for myself and BOYFRIEND. =] i say i will buy for u means i will buy for u. STOP arguing with me all those crap. its useless. hahas. i need a new phone. my hp giving me prob le. hahas. space bar got prob. msging got prob. hang so often. sia lahs. crazy phone. better get a change asap. wanna get touch screen phone but not now. wait till next year cut this line and get a i phone. =] i swear i will buy that phone for myself man. i'm so freaky loved the feature. hahas. i have no idea what dar wan now. he keep say i wan this i wan that and in the end will say " I ACTUALLY dunnoe wat i wan". nonsense of him. feel like killing him.

STUDYING is kind of sucks. especially now i dunnoe what to do study for exam. i'm crackin my brain so much this few days. and i dun have the mood to study at all. shyt man. now even sick man. last week of studying week and my fav faci have leave us. sad no more chit chat with her anymore. let me blog some photo but not my formal photo. hahas.