.Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ' 11:41 PM Y
today woke up early help my dear dog shower. after tat go work lerhs. reach children department late today. den kana nag by bena. lols. she very naggy arhz. buai tahan arhz. den go down to taka square to work lerhs. abit busy onli lahs. but overall still ok. my dinner i ate something ex. omg. so heart pain today. hahas. i ate salmon rice. oh goosh $6 gone. nvm. today i'm the last one to close counter. super tiring. keep serve serve serve. finally until last two senior take over. today end early. we pack until super fast. and we finish changing all this and we reach the punch card machine there den i notice tat it was super early. 10.10pm. die arhz can't punch if not deduct money. den i see ytd i oso kana deduct money oso coz i punch 2 mins earlier. die lerhs. today 1 min earlier. i think going to deduct 30 mins pay bahs... sian lahs. wtf. hopefully eunice can help us. anyway i'm not going to continue next fair. its time to rest. and mit up wif other taka cliques. my mood is damn swing. i think i couldn't control my tears anymore. its gonna burst out soon.
MONDAY, 17 MARCH 2007omg. today start of afternoon shift. going to bored si lerhs. got new colleague. and tonight taka square onli have two cashier. i think going to die like siao lerhs. quite busy arhz. keep long queue which i dunnoe y. everyone keep coming to our counter. super tiring. heng. before closing the counter valerie help mii, if not i think i going to die lerhs lahs. finally reach home. and after doing alot of things. i wanted to fill up the form. but filling those thing until halfway i start quarrel wif nonsense dad. this dun tel tat dun tel. den ask him for bank acc to pay my sch fees and he dun give mii. wat he wan. i reali very feel very fan arhz. ass lahs. dun pay i pay myself lahs. i reali feel very sick of this hus arhz. i dun think i belong to this home lahs. everything oso my fault lo. i feel so sad this few days. feel so lost. feel so lonely sometimes. got prob oso dun noe who to tok to. i shall learn to be independent. =] think positive.
