.Thursday, April 24, 2008 ' 8:09 PM Y
WEDNESDAY, 23 APRIL 2008today having practical lesson. we had alot of fun in class. talking lots of rubbish with my group member. we were going safety precaution in lab. so every group were to try safety shower and eye wash. i did not do both of this. but i went there to mop the floor lols. anyway is yucks to squeeze the water from the mop okay. using bear hands. oh goosh. after the lesson, i went for lunch with xf and dylis. i went back to attend class for my life skill. yucks. it was like so sian lahs. but sad i got project to do lerhs. and i have to fork up money to attend enrichment outside. is one of our project. sian. zzz. after tat our class having principle talk. and finally it end early. i was so happy tat it end early tat means tat i no need to rush back to tpy for meeting. but bad things is tat i reach tpy too early. coz xf wanted to take mrt. so i was hesitating shd i go home first or wait for them until 6.30. after thinking for so damn long and i decided to go home to do bbq stuff. and i leave hus at 6 again. coz i need to buy hp screen protector. i'm seriously very freak out and angry lahs. i was fill with all my anger lahs. is like wtf like tat. its going to 6.30 and i receive a msg from them tat they will reach there at 7. and i call my sis complaining this. my sis was so angry also and she wan me to go home on the spot. i reali feel like going home and feel like crying already. after thinkin awhile i still choose to wait for them. it was 7. i was totally so angry and my tears going to burst out lerhs. and i did tel myself maybe they got sch things to do so they are late. the most disappointing things is tat when i cal them they were still at town on the way. and when they reach they say they went to town buy things. WTF lahs. pls lahs. if u wan to buy things can't u go there early or can't u buy other time since u already say the meeting time is 6.30. and i was so stupid sitting there to wait for them for 1 hr plus. wat is this.? i reali dun feel like care abt this camp. i wanted to stop those things. i dun wanna even care abt it. i feel like crying. i feel like throw out all my anger. i reali dunnoe wat shd i do. all i can say is u all reali make me so disappointed. i hate it. FUCK lahs. i give up lahs. everything end around 10 like tat. i was terribly hungry, tired and of coz upset. i find tat i'm jus a stupid person. wat for i sad coz of this things. anyway when i reach home, sis was so angry with me for coming home late. and i wanted to explain it but she never even give me a chance. i was so freak out and lock myself in my room and start crying. my tears finally burst out. i'm so tong ku and xin ku. all the anger all the unhappiness finally throw it out lerhs. no one can understand how hurt and pain izzit. after tat sis want me to eat something, but i totally have no appetite. and i have no choice but being force to drink a bowl of soup. hais. it was a terrible day i ever had. sry jiefu. u did nth wrong yet being scolded by me.
i totally give up in everything.
i jus wanna do my part.
after this, i will never involve in any activity lerhs.
i will look for all the girls when i'm free.
sry all the officer.
