.Thursday, April 24, 2008 ' 8:45 PM Y
today woke up still feeling moody and did not manage to wake up early to accompany xf eat lunch. anyway today start with first lesson of very chim chim the chemistry (pH fundamental and equilibrium). i having hard time understandin those things. is quite different from secondary things. i shd pity teacher for repeating herself so many time to make us understand. anyway after so many time of explanation i finally understand. having practical after tat. having lots of fun handle those apparatus. hahas. after we finish doing all the stuff, we clear up all the apparatus and clean up the mess. and our teacher start explaining the chim chim chemistry again. and i think she was shock coz all of us like understand this topic lerhs. wat ever question she ask we manage to ans her. hahas. and after lesson, i went back home. today i saw a pregnant woman bring her 4 yr old children. the way she teach her daughter was extremely wrong lahs. she tel her daughter: "girl, later quickly walk to the bus help me find the seat okay." i find this okay. i tot she will like look around to see where got seat. i was wrong okay. her daughter who was at my back, keep pushing me until i almost fall down. and she did not apologize. and yet she run quickly run and pushing everyone like scare no seat like tat. her daughter couldn't find two person seat so she almost cry and her mum shout out loud: whatever seat u see jus seat down, so tat nobody will snatch it." zzz. is like for wat lahs. everyone if see is a little girl and pregnant woman will surely let them have a seat one wat. horrible parent and child. mei you jia jiao de. when i reach home, jie fu was at home. and he noe i was so hungry and he ask me to eat things. when i was eating i apologize to him tat ytd i scold him for nth. and i told him wat had happen ytd. as he noe i have been so sad tat causes me cry until like nobody business like tat. lols. and he understand wat i thinkin. he still an wei mi. so gan dong. hahas. coz i like no more friends, i couldn't find anyone to talk to. everyday i have problem and i could only tell myself or talk to my dog. i could never find a true friend anymore. so i have to talk to family or my dog. it is real hard to find true friend. and nw i can do is just to be strong and cheerful.
cherish ur true friend jus like how u cherish ur favorite things or family.
when it is gone, it is hard to find it back or even find a new ones.
