.Saturday, August 23, 2008 ' 12:14 AM Y
today. kind of tired arhs. couldn't take it lerhs. jus feel like sleeping. during lecture class, study halfway fall asleep lerhs. after tat go for practical class. super fun doing those things. its kind of cool lahs. i love it. after tat we gonna clean up the class. i was like super angry lahs. why izzit our turn again we jus do last week. always like this. den one of my classmate so inconsiderate can. wan to use detergent to wash the test tube. ask until so guai lan. cb lahs. nvm lahs. dun care dun bother arhs. after lesson got to do cleaning up. sian. everyone so bad. nvr do finish stuff den run away. left mii and nazi doing onli. f lo. after tat do survey. boring survey arhs. so i quickly anyhow do and rush back to tpy. coz meetin bq. sry to keep u and jane waiting. after tat walk walk awhile den have our lunch. actually wanna buy a clothes for dar de. but i scare he dun like so i dare not buy. wait for him to see which one he like den buy for him. so miss him. can't wait to see him. wondering how is he sia.? hope he nvr get sick arhs. hais. after lunch walk around tpy awhile den go home lerhs. nw i got to fan wat shd i do lerhs. jie jie they all now i got bf lerhs. nw waiting fot them to question mii. i think i shd jus ans them honestly coz its like can't hide anymore. jus let it be arhs. dun worry lerhs. so went to central with jie jie, jiefu and dad to settle our dinner. nvr eat at all. coz very full. hahas. jian fei. lols. den pass jie jie his present den go home lo. before i reach home, meet joy to pass her things. den buy stuff. super super angry with my jiefu and jie jie. keep making mii piss off arhs. after tat come back home for show. i like channel u 10 o'clock show. its so touching and make mii cry like wat the hell. walau sia. make mii super super miss dar. hais. when can i receive his cal? sob sob. T.T
i suddenly feel so sad and feel like crying.
from the start i shouldn't have bring her home.
shouldn't have let her suffer so much.
coz of my family giving too much care and concern for us.
they make mii feel they are jus too kpo and protective le.
JUST let us handle things ourselves. we grow up lerhs.
hais
anyway i will promise u no more lerhs.
i will nvr let anyone control u anymore.
u jus go on with ur life.
no matter wat have to be xinfu.
sry for all this while.
i know u and him suffer alot partly coz of mii. sry.
really sry for both of u.
