.Wednesday, September 3, 2008 ' 11:51 PM Y
ytd had a wonderful dinner with erjie and dad. and also my mum. i've cook 4 dish plus 1 soup. i'm so crazy lahs. cook so many dish. its delicious. and i love it so much. hahas. next time i shall cook for the rest of the family and of coz dar. hahas. today went to sch for 3 hrs of theory lesson. hahas. great new my two ic class test 1 & 2 pass. class test 1 i got 24/40 class test 2 got 17/30. phew. i tot i might fail sia. so kind of satisfied with my result. after tat went to slack at dunnoe where waiting for the rest of ppl. while i playing hp game. sob sob. i'm so hungry. can't eat coz no one accompany mii. hais. no choice. got to wait arhs. so have our ac theory. super angry lahs. argue with classmate with the extra remedial thingy. and teacher made up her mind make it on tml instead. f man. i rather dun go. go there for 2 hr lesson after tat go home. wtf travel time is like more than 3 hr wan mii jus go down for tat like waste of time. forget it i shall do revision myself. got back ac two class test. class test 1 23/38 & class test 2 got 24/42. pass again. although i didn't pass well but i think i really do my best lerhs. coz i hate theory. i rather do well in practical. but no choice end of yr exam its all theory so got no choice but to put in effort to do well. i mus score at least grade B for both. i mus study hard man. after tat went back home. today so special take train with my classmate. hahas. lols. after tat buy something to eat. den went back home. omg. kopi grow up again. its like so heavy lahs. almost the same weight as hanson. fatty dog. mus slim down from nw on. lols. after tat had dinner with everyone. today its a bad day. had a pair of lazy eyes today. coz super itchy and feel so sleepy. sob sob. anyway dun care arhs as long later slp early can lerhs. shd i cut hair? hahas. i feel like cut until shoulder length. coz my hair is like super messy. hahas. can't stand it arhs. jiefu ask mii to tel jie jie abt it again. how when shd i say? i have no idea.? how shd i say? no idea either. how shd i start it? dunnoe. can i wait for them to ask mii? omg.
wat's wrong with mii?
i think i start to dunnoe how to treasure friendship anymore.
i know i still love them.
but i dunnoe how to arrange my time to meet them.
in my life its like i only have family and boyfriend.
and sometime meet bq tat all.
i dunnoe how to take initiative to meet some other friends.
whenever i'm free i feel like seeing them,
but i will start to worry. dunnoe wat shd i say.
even if i see them will we have the same topic to talk to.
i guess no more.
coz i find tat we might have some gap in between us,
and we couldn't have a common topic to talk abt.
its like so hard to communicate lerhs. hais.
i'm no longer like the past.
i have not much crap to talk,
never ever let anyone bully myself and no more blur blur.
