it's LOVE

.Sunday, October 26, 2008 ' 11:42 PM Y

ytd had an bbq with ite classmate. look great right. hahas. didn't enjoy myself much. coz things doesn't seem to be right arhs. reach east coast walk super far distance den reach the pit. reach there got nthing to do. after awhile den i try help to cook some of the food. after awhile kind of piss off so stop helping lerhs. after tat walk with nabillah and shima to rent bicycle. only can ride for 1 and half hr. so jus ride back to pit. den they use the bicycle to buy ice and many more. so i can jus say i rent a bike jus to waste my money arhs. sob quite sad actually wanted to playin the end didn't get to play at all. =( after awhile ride back to mac there to buy margarin and drinks for myself coz i'm super thirsty. and wat a great things is tat i receive msg and call from dar. but i couldn't pick up his cal so gonna waste money call him. hahas. but its okay. at least can hear his voice i dun mind everything. while talking with dar. i ask shima to ride back to pit coz i wan them to bring back margarin. i almost fall down lahs. wat a dumb girl heard my hp ringing while riding bike. so forget to brake myself den whole bicycle trip mii. phew luckily i know how to balance myself. after tat sl;owly ride back to rental. while waiting for them to be back. super worry lahs. coz nabillah back but not shima. so nabillah left east coast first. phew~ at last shima reach. and finally got back my bag. den i found out tat nabillah ezlink is with mii. so call her to walk back to the underpass so i can pass it to her. so i walk super fast to underpass and i call her again ask her. and she say she at marine parade there the hdb. so i ask her to stop walk back to underpass. and i walk super fast till there and she reach bus 31 bus stop. at tat point of time, i was super super piss off lerhs. coz instead of asking to walk toward my direction she walk away from mii. and i need to catch her back. hais. no choice can't go back to pit and i went back home without saying gd bye to my frens. =( so damn hungry lahs. i can't imagine i pay $7 and $3 extra for the whole bbq and i get to eat 3 crab meat, 2 hotdog, 1 prawn, 2 drum stick, 2 otah and half can of drinks. and i been spending almost $20 at there. WTF. super piss off. happy moment become a sad things for mii. =( forget it arhs. dun care lerhs. at least i get to hear my dar voice can lerhs. i miss him so badly went there keep thinkin of him. felt like crying at beach hais. =(

today went out to study with alot of ppl. =] i'm so excited and plus tired. dar woke mii up early in the morning. thanks god he call mii if not i think i will slping soundly and late for the meeting. didn't get to hear much voice. only manage to hear GAL. and hang up. Zzzz lols. before meeting jane went shopping at central. to buy my facial foam and hanson tibit, buy 3 shirt and the paper to fold hearts. after tat had breakfirst cum lunch with her. yeah its ban mian. =] after tat go mos burger study. nelson came. not long later kim yong. very long later wan ting and song vith came. hahas. big group arhs. lols. I LOVE STUDY WITH THEM. but too bad ang-ang nvr join us. =( after tat study until 10 plus then go home.

I REALLY MISS FOO QI YANG.
I REALLY CAN"T WAIT FOR TAT DAY.
HOW I WISH I COULD SEE U NW.
I MISS THOSE DAY WHEN U CYCLE MI HOME
AND WHEN U TALK CRAP WITH MI.
I WAN YOU!!
I LOVE YOU DARLING.
MISS U BADLY.

♥ undefinable love

.Saturday, October 25, 2008 ' 12:45 AM Y

omg. i'm like super lazy to update blog lerhs arhs. coz no time and i'm lazy. didn't have much mood nw a days. miss my baby darling so much. every night before i slp surely will cry de. sob sob. finally today recieve his called. felt so happy. finally hear tat. but didn't talk much coz i was jus too excited and i forget to ask him alot of question. so dumb of mii. got so many things to tel him yet too excited and cry dun noe wat to say lerhs. zzz.

i wan to complain.!!! lols. i hate lab math. i think we are being treated like pri 1 kids. can't stand it arhs. teacher still can teach student wrong things. omg. i think we all student also can be teacher lerhs lahs. no need her to teach. lols. NEXT THING i wan to complain is sch system sucks alot. lols. didn't attend sch for pass 3 days coz of o lvl exam. so skip my morning lesson coz i wanna study. and i did give excuse letter lahs. but tat form teacher very ... lahs. say cannot u have to attend sch early in the morning den afternoon go and take ur exam. f lahs. den wat for i retake my o mus as well i jus concentrate my ite stuff lahs. didn't attend sch coz of o lvl wat still wan to mark mii absent. shit u!! stupid sch have stupid system. waste my time lahs. if i really can go poly i will surely go poly next yr without hesitating arhs.

last sun got a present from mei wei. its a nice box arhs. and inside is FBT short. and a small card. =] my third present of the yr. today bought something for dar. wanna give him surprise arhs. its a glass bottle. to put those folded heart in. i feel so bad. bought those thing 2 mths ago. keep didn't manage to finish it and i being drag for so many mths lerhs. so i will try finish doing this few days. hahas. hope he won't scold mii. =) waiting for u to come back acc mii shopping. ^^

a present from mei wei =]

wat a nice glass bottle for dar. nw waiting for my heart to be done =]

i missing my baby damn badly
waiting for him to be back. :)
I LOVE U, FOO QI YANG!!
20 more days

♥ undefinable love

.Sunday, October 19, 2008 ' 2:47 PM Y

finally i'm free to blog lerhs. been busy the whole week either study if not acc my dar. let mii start with my grandmother story lols.

last sunday went out with my dearest darling. we are celebrating our 5th month anniversary in advance. coz monday i need to go sch think will end late. i was so damn lazy tat day. super lazy to go out or wat but no choice. we went to novena coz i wanna see cotton on things so actually we went there for our lunch at square 2 to eat jerk thai. and i promise dar when he back i will save lots of money to treat him eat korean food. coz he like gong gong de nvr try tat before. so after shopping for awhile i very very tired jus feel like go back home to rest. in the end we went to far east instead of going home. hahas. dar bought for mii something. its a tube dress. i craving for a dress for so damn long. so we continue shopping and shopping. hahas. dar taste got a gd taste so i love shopping with him. =] after shopping for very long and i jus bought 1 dress only. lols. after tat acc dar to tangs as there got sales lols. and i bought for dar 2 or 3 pair of sock. its levis lols. after tat we walk to herren and cine. i wan to buy spin the bottle bag. so nice. shall save up money arhs. went to cine to eat xinwang cafe. it been months nvr been there to eat after tat incident. dar order tat egg tart again. and i give him tat yucks face. hahas. after eating, we went to nike shop dar wan tat bag pack. so nice okay. hahas. shd i buy for him? maybe. i shall save money too. maybe i shall buy tat to surprise him arhs. hahas. =] after tat dar send mi home. its a tiring night okay. i miss my psp. coz psp with him lols. =X

back to sch on monday. kind of bored arhs. having practical again. omg. this term i need to study 3 subject plus 1 project freak. busy semester lerhs. monday till wednesday end sch at 5. thursday slightly better end sch at 3.30 fri the best end sch at 11.30. hahas. i think this whole week i meet dar almost everyday arhs. we really make full use of everyday. no matter how busy we are we still call each other or msg each other if i'm busy he will jus come to central to meet me jus awhile before i went home. so gd rite. he left me ytd lerhs. =( i didn't see him for 24hrs and didn't hear his voice for 24hrs too. super sad. can't control my tears from flowing whenever i'm free. ytd send him to airport before i meet wanting. when he was abt to go in i just can't stop my tears. i burst out my tears immediately. sry i can't bear to let u go. i really wish tat u could stay. but can't its compulsory for u. he saw mii crying and he walk mii to mrt station again. hais. gonna wait lerhs. 26 more days to go. have to learn to stop myself to think abt u coz i need to study for exam. maybe this is a way to let myself concentrate more. its really hard to stop thinking of him. i miss him badly. i think i rely on him too much lerhs. everytime complain this and tat. if he at my side i will always ask him to carry my bag de. but nw dun have him i got no one to complain or rely on lerhs. wat shd i do? i really need to be independent starting from today.

26 more days to go.
waiting for you

THE PHOTO OF ME AND DAR.

it was my last day seeing him. waiting for u to be back. =[