it's LOVE

.Sunday, October 19, 2008 ' 2:47 PM Y

finally i'm free to blog lerhs. been busy the whole week either study if not acc my dar. let mii start with my grandmother story lols.

last sunday went out with my dearest darling. we are celebrating our 5th month anniversary in advance. coz monday i need to go sch think will end late. i was so damn lazy tat day. super lazy to go out or wat but no choice. we went to novena coz i wanna see cotton on things so actually we went there for our lunch at square 2 to eat jerk thai. and i promise dar when he back i will save lots of money to treat him eat korean food. coz he like gong gong de nvr try tat before. so after shopping for awhile i very very tired jus feel like go back home to rest. in the end we went to far east instead of going home. hahas. dar bought for mii something. its a tube dress. i craving for a dress for so damn long. so we continue shopping and shopping. hahas. dar taste got a gd taste so i love shopping with him. =] after shopping for very long and i jus bought 1 dress only. lols. after tat acc dar to tangs as there got sales lols. and i bought for dar 2 or 3 pair of sock. its levis lols. after tat we walk to herren and cine. i wan to buy spin the bottle bag. so nice. shall save up money arhs. went to cine to eat xinwang cafe. it been months nvr been there to eat after tat incident. dar order tat egg tart again. and i give him tat yucks face. hahas. after eating, we went to nike shop dar wan tat bag pack. so nice okay. hahas. shd i buy for him? maybe. i shall save money too. maybe i shall buy tat to surprise him arhs. hahas. =] after tat dar send mi home. its a tiring night okay. i miss my psp. coz psp with him lols. =X

back to sch on monday. kind of bored arhs. having practical again. omg. this term i need to study 3 subject plus 1 project freak. busy semester lerhs. monday till wednesday end sch at 5. thursday slightly better end sch at 3.30 fri the best end sch at 11.30. hahas. i think this whole week i meet dar almost everyday arhs. we really make full use of everyday. no matter how busy we are we still call each other or msg each other if i'm busy he will jus come to central to meet me jus awhile before i went home. so gd rite. he left me ytd lerhs. =( i didn't see him for 24hrs and didn't hear his voice for 24hrs too. super sad. can't control my tears from flowing whenever i'm free. ytd send him to airport before i meet wanting. when he was abt to go in i just can't stop my tears. i burst out my tears immediately. sry i can't bear to let u go. i really wish tat u could stay. but can't its compulsory for u. he saw mii crying and he walk mii to mrt station again. hais. gonna wait lerhs. 26 more days to go. have to learn to stop myself to think abt u coz i need to study for exam. maybe this is a way to let myself concentrate more. its really hard to stop thinking of him. i miss him badly. i think i rely on him too much lerhs. everytime complain this and tat. if he at my side i will always ask him to carry my bag de. but nw dun have him i got no one to complain or rely on lerhs. wat shd i do? i really need to be independent starting from today.

26 more days to go.
waiting for you

THE PHOTO OF ME AND DAR.

it was my last day seeing him. waiting for u to be back. =[