.Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ' 2:26 AM Y
this is how i celebrate my 11th month anniversary. meeting dar at blk 9 to play badminton which i waited for so long. and we done alot of rubbish thing while playing tat. dar keep finding rubbish to throw. idiot. while me keep killing big red ants. lols. too tired le. so relax ourselves and kill ants. after tat went to dar hus to shower. we both were thinking where shd we go. in the end we stay at home and sleep. i can seriously say i couldn't slp well lahs. his family ppl really loves to shout here and there. make mi so piss off lahs. den wake up go shop and save to shop shop. dar cooking spaghetti for the whole family. yeah yeah. tat was wat i feel like eating. help dar do some huswork den see him prepare dinner. hees. everything was a messy arhs. wondering wat dar was cooking sia. tomato sauce become tomato soup. OMG. wat is this. nvm. next time i shall cook for u. let u try. after awhile dar rush to shower all this. was quite sad when he was rushing to do his things. coz i really dun feel like go home. i wanna acc him longer. but can't he was waiting for dar to fetch him to go interview tgt. so no choice gonna go home le. i was so quiet when he send me home. all i do is jus nodding of head or shaking of head.
i dunnoe why am i so sad. i feel like crying. izzit because he will be busy workin den no time for me? or izzit tat he spend more time with his friend than me? i really wondering wat will happen for next few months. i'm afraid everything will be gone. starting sch soon, i dun think i really have the time to meet up with him. as for him, he will be working two jobs. how are we going to spare each other time. the time we spend for each other are lesser and lesser. i'm totally feel so lost. hais. i dunnoe wat should i do le? hais. let time take it course bahs. how i wish tat i'm not born in strict family. and all this prob will never happen. hais. wat a lousy 11th month anniversary for me arhs.!!! my mood is terrible. can all this problem jus get out of my mind.? i need a clear mind man. its really affected me alot. even how i try play game or so. i will still keep thinking of this prob. fan arhs. ASSHOLE.
