.Sunday, September 27, 2009 ' 10:58 PM Y
yeah. LEWIS HAMILTON won the F1 racing. hahas. i'm like so high lahs. dunnoe why. i find tat he so damn handsome. hahas. been two years watching F1 with dar le. hahas. so exciting lahs. muahaha. okay i'm jus being crazy.
.Friday, September 25, 2009 ' 2:47 PM Y
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SONG VITH.
enjoy ur day with ur wan ting. ^^
today i'm rotting. wake up super early. and use com. boring.didn't meet boyfriend at all. so damn miss him. i feel like seeing him everyday. hais. tmr going shopping with cousin and my two sister. think will do pedicure bahs. hope not. i selling my ice cream phone this sun. using da jie phone first. k800i. such a old phone and bulky phone. hahas. no choice. quite not use to the small button phone sia. my ice cream phone button so big. den so nice to press. all thanks to the "0" button give me prob. so gonna sell it asap. will buy new phone next year. wanna sign new line. hahas. change number change number. ^^ sian arhs. stomach hungry but dunnoe what to eat sia. sian. rather not to eat man. hahas. ytd i keep stressing myself and dar. dunnoe why. but he can't feel it. dumb ass. grrr. nvm. i think i can die le lahs. get jealous super easily. but no matter wat is like okay mahs. he always nvr use brain de. know i dun like still will do it. i dun like him to send his colleagues home. yet he dun understand. IS GIRL U KNOW!!!! grrr. he always say friend only mahs. i just dun like. grrrrrrrrr. hais. forget it up to u lahs. i also can't say anything. hais.
wat happen to me?
why am i so straightforward sia?
hahas. being straightforward might be good.
but it might hurt ppl i think.
.Thursday, September 24, 2009 ' 11:35 PM Y
still very lazy to upload photo. maybe after this post or tmr bahs. anyway not much photo actually. but i will upload ytd photo for sure. okay. =]
should i say i'm happy that i manage to pass my exam or should i say i'm super sad that i fail one of the subject. hais. not too sure also. i got all kind of nice grade man. wat de hell. i shall say my best subject to the lousiest result.
Mathematics: B+
Science: B
Cognitive: C+
Enterprise: C
Communication: D+all kind of grade arhs. hais. i very sian le lahs. totally no mood at all lahs. my fav teacher and fav subject is communication yet i got a D+ wat de fuck is this man.!
. ' 2:29 AM Y
it was a wonderful day of all. early in the morning went to sim ming. dar doing his bike inspection again. hahas. den follow buy our lunch at thomson. den we went to ion to adjust dar bike. omg the crazy ion car park entry is like so crazy lahs. for motorbike per entry is like 4.85 lahs. crazy must as well rob the back better. had his watch adjust and me shop for dress for tonight. hahas. i found a nice dress at hurs anyway not ex at all. so just buy without hesitation. nice dress. hahas. after tat went to cuppage. dar pay his sch fees and acc him for his new job interview. hope he found a great job asap. it was at redhill/bukit merah. wat a bad memory arhs. i hate those place. lower delta road and also red hill. yucks. after that went to bugis to look for wan ting and vith. not long later they done with their shopping,. we went to food junction to rest talk cock and makan. the guys are eating. and girls are having their diet. around 5 like that they go home le. while me and dar went for more shopping. dar bought for me 2 tops as he always say to make me happy just buy for me clothes will do i will keep smiling and say to him 3 words. hahas. its true lo. he have bought for me alot of tops le. i feel so happy when he buy for me clothes. will upload photo tmr. went home to prepare dinner for family den after that prepare to go out again. going clubbing tonight with dar they all. i feel so excited lahs. going st james. my first time clubbing. around 12 reach the club. we had lots of fun arhs. i was kinda high abit but dar was sick so didn't manage to go dance and drink more. i think i drink 5 cups nia. abit blurr but still know wat i am doing and gossiping with ting about those girls. some of the girls i find that are kind of cheap man. omg. wat a bitch. nvm i think is normal lahs. and saw a couple quarrel in front of us. and a guy drunk at the stairs. and slp. zzzz lols. jus like my dar. he say he not feeling well in the end he fall asleep while listening the music. hahas. i like to hang out with them. hope can go again. i'm sure i will make myself high as much as i could. i wan dance man. all my fav song. nb lahs. send dar home den i went home. was quite worry abt him hope he is slping at home and not outside arhs. worried worried. should i say i pro. after 5 cups of drink, i'm sure i'm not drunk but i could not see things clearly and i can't walk properly le. but i still wanna blog about wat happening today. i'm still high now. i feel like drinking sia. hahas. i will upload photo tmr. dar camera with me. not much photo actually coz i leave there le. hope they did take alot of nice photo. i love you guys man. enjoy urself.!!!!
.Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ' 12:36 AM Y
hahas. today such a tiring day man. overslept again. mum wake me around 11 plus.
i told her "shhh i wan slp".
then she give me a slap at my leg say "faster wake up eat ur food.!"
and my replied "oh okay." and slp back again
after mum shower, she wake me up again. late le u got event u forget le arhs.
and i faster wake up. oh shyt how can i forget.wat de hell. gonna rush to amk cc. and i wasted $7 on cab fare. wat a great day arhs. jus got my allowance arhs. now 1/5 of my allowance gone. ass. and in the end i reach earlier than jas they all. lols. wow. asher really cute and of coz desmond sir daughters are cute too. hahas. i was shock tat he married and had two daughters. hahas fast fast. i miss sir and madam. i miss those days. but i always pon cca coz tiring. hahas. after the whole celebration, i went to tpy to meet wan ting. as she wan to buy vith a birthday present. and she remind me to buy yang a present too. and after a long consideration wan ting found a present for vith and i found a present for yang too. without him better to buy him present. coz yang will never allow me to buy him expensive stuff for him. he will surely kill me. was totally very freak out with electronic dictionary tat time. wanted to buy and he wan me to share with his sis. den in the end his sis dun wan buy and i freak out and say suan le dun buy lo. as his wish lo. hahas. finally think of a thing to buy for him. hahas. hopefully my baby love this present. i like it alot. i like quite alot of type of watch. but i dun dare to buy ex watch. i will feel heart pain to buy for him another type de. coz i know he will be careless and spoil the watch. so buy him this watch is the best. i bought myself things too. went to bodyshop with wan ting too buy some makeup things. its lip gloss, eye shadow and Concealer. hahas first time i buy so many make up stuff. i think i trust bodyshop stuff nia lahs. so no choice. hahas. after tat shop at far east awhile den went to tpy. wan ting meet vith. so we went to old town cafe to drink water. its suck alot. and vith treat me drink thanks. after tat went to dar cafe. we order two beef dunnoe what. and in the end me and ting eat abit the rest for dar while song vith eat himself. hahas. dar was super surprise tat i bought him something. hahas. no need surprise. coz i love. u. sad i forget to take photo of that. upload again bahs.

my things
.Saturday, September 19, 2009 ' 2:16 PM Y
rotting at home for pass two days. jus to chiong maple. lalalas~ going 4th job soon. i think by tonight can forth job bahs. hahas. ytd night i was kinda sad. talk to boyfriend, he so concentrate with his studies in the end nvr entertain me. and no choice who ask him today got exam. gonna study hard. den actually wanted to meet him today morning, and yet he rejected me. he say he wanna study. no time to acc me. sigh. want to meet him also hard. 3 days nvr meet le. wonder when can i see him? misses him so much. he live so near my hus. but is like so hard to meet him. so near yet so far. hais. anyway pray hard that he can pass his exam with good result. loved my boy soooo much.
.Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ' 3:04 PM Y
ytd went out with secondary friends. been so damn long nvr meet up arhs. went for soul garden at yishun. guess who i saw? ANNALISA. hahas. shock to see her too. hahas. den had our lunch for 3hr plus i think. will update photo some other day alright.! with my 16th month anniversary bahs. den after that walk around at north point. i think we walk 2 round of north point lahs. hahas. den decided to go jasmine hus to play mahjong. suggested by binquan. hahas. den wait for chuntat to print finish his things den they start their mahjong session while me watching my show happily. and looking at bq playing mahjong. help him abit. arhs. hahas. grats bq. won the quite alot. but too bad is not real money. lols. it was abit late le. went back home to shower and use com. maple maple awhile. hahas. so irritated by the new job KOC ppl all hacker lahs. make me piss off. lols.
today was overslept again. actually meet dar at 8.30 de. but around 8 plus kor call and say he coming home he need to use toilet. and i open the door for him and KO. slp again. dar cal me quite alot of time. but i could only feel the vibration when mummy call me. so no choice pull myself up and shower meet dar. was angry with dar again. but not even 5mins he make me laugh again. why can't i angry with u more than 5mins? we went to blk 177 to makan ban mian instead of blk 8. hahas. was talking with him lots of rubbish. and finally i have persuade him to allow me buy for him something. not bad not bad. but the popular there de electronic dictionary hasn't open so no choice can't buy it today. gonna wait next few day. i will for sure buy for u de. so dun keep say ex. its never ex for me to buy for u things. hahas. ^^
sometime i really wonder why a couple can be tgt for so long?
won't they get sick of each other?
will they still love each other just like it use to be?
will they feel that they have a gap in between them?
and why a couple being tgt for so long and they could jus break so suddenly?
aren't they love each other that why they are tgt for so long?
since they are tgt so long, they should be able to tolerate each other.
why can't they just talk things out instead of breaking.
izzit that even if they talk it is still useless or they don't even wanna try to talk things out.
there are so many doubt in my head everyday and moment.
i think my boyfriend going to be made to explain all this to me.
but i think i should know what to do to ensure that the relationship can last long.
and i will also ensure myself to give u more personal time rather than acc me always.
hees. what a stupid doubt that i have
anyway how i wish that me and dar can be tgt with each other always.
.Monday, September 14, 2009 ' 1:41 AM Y

HAPPY 16th MONTH ANNIVERSARY.!!!!
loves you so much
dar wake me up so early lahs. all thanks to his stupid course lahs. make him wake up so early. in the end no lesson. so no choice wake up to acc him awhile. den i slp back again. den wake up for lunch mummy cook my fav food dongfen. hahas. after awhile bring hanson out. and shower him. and i get prepare to meet boyfriend. den had my dessert icecream and walking around while waiting for meiwei and jasmine. finally they arrive and get our present done. den went for wrapping and we seperate after that. coz going look around with dar. and had fish & co for dinner. i think fish & co is not nice i think fish market is the best. hahas. den went to dar hus to rest den go home. when dar send me home. while we walking home, we actually wanted to play swing for awhile, but while we walk near there we notice that the swing is keep swinging itself. and there is no wind or any ppl. zzzz so scary and i decide to walk the other way and also not to play swing. scary.
.Saturday, September 12, 2009 ' 11:22 AM Y
tmr is our 16th month anniversary. where shall we go lei. he got class tmr so most likely going to PS or going to suntec IT show. what shall we eat lei. eat wat hao liao neh. hahas. sometime i wonder why i do love u so much? and will our love changed after years? hahas. this is a question which i always ask him i think he also sick of answering me lahs. hahas. but thanks for everything and always give in to me. coz i know sometime i like crazy de keep kpkb for nth and he just didn't say anything or even scold me back he will just listen and ignore me. hahas. i think that was wat i wan arhs. hope that we can last long arhs. 9 more years to go.. hahas.
hope u see this. dar. i really dunnoe what to say to you. but u really a good man. and always tat caring. i really love u alot. thanks alot. really thank you for everything that u give to me
. ' 10:48 AM Y
finally back home le. having alot of fun at east coast. ytd leave hus early to dar hus rest. in the end i playing game watch tv "stardust" and play game. waiting for dar to come home. feel so hungry so decided to ask dar buy me food to eat. he bought for me waffle in the end i ate half nia. den we two get prepare all the things tat need to bring for bbq. it was 10 o'clock. hahas. finally they all reach. and we pack all of stuff and leave hus. reach there was totally so angry lahs. got ppl occupy our pit. sian. luckily dar did keep the receipt den they bo bian have to pack their stuff. after awhile, all finally reach bbq le. got alot of ppl arhs. got song vith, wan ting, sheryl, raymond,yang boon, yong xiang, his gf, got two more couple and dar colleagues. so many people yet the food was not finish. everyone eat real little especially me. hahas. first time i eat so little. i even can count it. hahas. maybe coz i have use to eat my own marinate food. that why i dun like the food so much. hahas. the whole night i just drink 4 cup of volka green tea nia. i start to tired feel like slping. now den i realise i really weak in it. i shall slowly train. hahas. sad to say no picture was taken. but i think all the fun i will always remember. wat a nice they play. mixture of tabasco, martell and coke. wat de hell. they are nuts man. play until too crazy le. luckily i nvr drink if not i sure die de. my stomach is so empty still drink this surely make me cry. went to dar hus after that. its was a long and tiring day.
.Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ' 6:30 PM Y