.Thursday, December 31, 2009 ' 4:12 PM Y
sibei demoralise by the chem UT result. CB. i dunnoe how am i going to study to pull up my result lahs. fuck. physic not so confident also can score better than chem fuck fuck fuck. die le lahs. i shall work hard to achieve best result. no more slacking in class anymore. i will try nt to play facebook to much shall control. study study study. rawr!!
.Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ' 4:19 PM Y
finally back to update myself. hahas. not going to upload photo today. super lazy. rotting at home to study for my UT. hahas, so guai right. that is me man. i'm always tat guai de. hahas. meet dar on monday to repair his fucking bike. one more mnth to go and he will sell the bike. after everything is done actually wanna go bin quan hus de in the end tooo tired so rest at dar hus awhile den go home le. almost got caught by jie jie while on the way home. she was waiting for the lift and i was at the carpark. zzz luckily i saw i did notice the person arhs. if not i sure die. hahas. rest at home not long later went out with jiefu and jie jie to look at their bishan hus again. sooo nice okay. how i wish i own the flat. hahas. den went to jalan bersah to buy things and i had my lunch and dinner there. wat de hell. eat the famous laksa le. after one hour of walk walk and talk talk. i had my dinner fishball noodle. wtf. luckily jiefu share with me if not i die. hahas. so there goes my day. studying again.
den tues even worst nvr went out until night dar meet me for dinner after his lesson tat was 9 plus. went to lor 8 market to have dinner. den slowly walk home with him. i like the feeling walking home with him always feel so lovely. hahas.
today went to dar hus to study. hahas i finish one problem de practice question. not bad arhs. hahas. dar going to be camera man on this sun. his sis wedding not bad arhs. but too bad i not attending coz i know i will be left alone so i decided to stay at home. not only tat reason i just feel weird to attend the wedding coz i also dunnoe anyone. so must as well dun attend. i think i need more time to know his relative arhs. hahas. went home after everything is done. phew almost got caught by my sis again today. hais. i think i better let them know this asap. before anything happen. no matter they agree anot i still will be with my boyfriend coz his my everything. no one can stop me from being with him. =]
.Sunday, December 27, 2009 ' 2:41 AM Y
finally open my 3 christmas present from 3 sister. hahas. i think i loved those things arhs. i think only arhs. hmmm early in the morning went to dar hus. coz he wan me to acc him to collect his bike. so i have to reach his hus at 8. and i just slp immediately when i see his bed. hahas. feel so weird. arhs. his bro and his gf also inside the room. and i feel so weird and i couldn't slp at all even i'm tired but after awhile of dar sayang i manage to slp and slp until very soundly dar take a long time to wake me up. when i wake up i keep complain this and tat. RAWR. acc him to amk industrial to collect bike before that we went for lunch at there den take bike. sad. his bike look so different. all the parts are broken. i miss his old bike. now change everything like super weird. become so fat. i like fino. oh fuck. but i can't allow him to ride that if we really wan to be tgt i have to force him to sell away his bike. if not my mum will angry. hais. i think i will bike de. hais. nvm arhs. shall not think so much about bike. after everything done went back home le. i have my afternoon nap. so shiok. i did nt slp much recently le lahs. tat why i feel so tired and lazy sian.
i feel so confuse and irritated.
i have no idea what i wan at all.
i'm seriously tired of everything.
hope things will be better next few days.
. ' 2:52 AM Y
hi everyone. merry christmas. i had my so call best christmas with alot of people. shall upload photo soon. maybe tmr. but some with raymond girlfriend camera. if i got it will upload all. hahas. i shall slp soon coz i'm super blurr now. drink too much arhs. but manage to come home do everything before slp. hahas. ^^ anyway guys enjoy ur day. miss u guys much. ^^
.Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ' 2:23 AM Y
my schedule are so packed lahs. back from bro hus on sun jiu meet dar as he miss me soo much not i miss him okay. lols. and i think he rot at home too long le. thanks to that accident cause u to have backache arhs. anyway sun spend whole day doing my own stuff playing facebook. dar also. influence by me. that was so boring and we rot at home whole day. den today leh. something special. went out le. like finally. went to sunshine plaza at bugis to get dar assignment done. coz he need to print menu. WTF lahs. just print with matt paper and with that wired thingy it cost him $28. 7 pages only lo. after tat we walk to ps to watch "AVATAR". its a best movie. i watch till my tears keep rolling from my eye. and kana say by my dumb bf. RAWR. i think he like the movie too. after movie walk to orchard central. and we was super stunned coz that shopping mall is weird. so we decide to go somerset 313. its much better. but super alot of people okay. and i'm so happy. i shopping again. went to cotton on and buy 3 things. oh fuck broke broke broke. after that had dinner at tpy lor 5 den went dar hus he watch 2012. after that go home. can't meet dar le. gonna wait till he free. starting work tmr sian.
Item 1
Item 2
Item 3from blogshop.
cotton on.
.Monday, December 14, 2009 ' 11:54 PM Y
go sch late. coz of my fucking eyes swollen. like not again arhs. dunnoe wat happen again. after not long receive cal from dar that he discharge from hospital around 11 plus. i start to relief le. thanks to u arhs make me worries. the fucker hit his back and his back abit slant like that. i think the impact was super big lahs. luckily he bring the bag pac that i bought for him with full of books and one big ring file. if not die le lahs. but he told me he fly off the sky that was scary. =S i dun care no more bike for u. is a must for u to sell it or wat. i hate ur bike. or abandon him man. i dun mind travel by bus or mrt i really dun mind i rather choose to take those than i can slp on the bus and mrt. should i say i'm lucky? those doubt i have for chemistry, i clear it during cog lesson and all the question is out. hahas. most of them are right. think maybe a few mistake? hahas. hope so. hahas. after sch went back to find dar. he making me worries. but he say something make me scare. she was there. and have to eat dinner with her. den no choice lo. we went to lor 5 to makan and talk cock while waiting for food, den go thomson and queenway ikea to shop until 11 plus den reach home. i'm super stone now. i feel like slping super lazy to shower. i shall rest awhile at my table den shower. =] standard arhs. but my back is aching. i dunnoe why.
you make me happy.
you make me sad.
you make me moody.
you make me worries.
you make me tears for nothing.
But no matter what you do to me,
I only have 8 letters, 3 words and 1 meaning to tell you.
I LOVE YOU.
dun leave me all alone.
i need u badly. =(
.Sunday, December 13, 2009 ' 11:39 PM Y
oh fuck. it fucking affecting me lahs. i can't concentrate on my work. i keep thinking about him. today such a unlucky day oh fuck. dar meet an accident. cal him he jut say a few words den he say will cal me back later. i already told him to take bus today le. during afternoon, but he insist to ride bike. i should insist and force him to take bus den this will not happen. fuck lahs. super moody dun feel like go sch for exam and attend lesson. fuck fuck fuck fuck. RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.Saturday, December 12, 2009 ' 1:51 PM Y
finally physics is over. stress like hell ytd. not because i dunnoe anything is peer pressure. because i gonna explain and teach so many ppl physics practice question. it make me kinda stress. and plus not enough slp. had my red bull again. for two continuous days. but i think yellow is much more nicer than the new one. hahas. lols. ^^ what should i say about UT leh. can be done better jus no time and consider too much factos in the i think 12 marks gone. sian. fuck sia. after sch leppa with the girls at koufu. den went to bishan to meet up with da jie and jie fu. buy da sao present. her birthday coming. its tmr and tmr also my 19th month anniversary. yeah yeah. but not meeting dar as i need to study for exam. hahas. went to da jie new house like finally arhs. keep comment this and that. they like can't tahan me lahs.and we actually stay at there for 2 hours plus. there is no furniture yet and we talk cock for so long. hahas. ^^ went home do some hmwk and play game till i fall asleep. yeah yeah meet dar today for lunch actually wanted to meet him early in the morning. but i sleeping like pig like tat. so did not manage to find him. so meet him for lunch instead. gonna start study lo. this monday its my chem exam. and its gonna be my holiday. no job tat mean stay at home study and play game watch movie. hahas. i got alot of show to watch. hahas.
.Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ' 8:48 PM Y
lalalalala~~~~~~ so hyper now. although today is tiring day coz its physic but i got all my concept clear le. as after sch consult faci for help and he help me understand everything le. hahas. so happy. So after sch went to dar hus. so damn messy. coz he paint his house. he do his things while i do my own things. revision for UT and also doing practice question. ^^ i know my math result le. congrats myself i got an A (27/31) fucking nice lahs. first time got so good grade. hahas so happy so happy. ^^ i jumping here and there and ran to boyfriend and jump and hug him lahs. hahas. too happy le.tonight no need to slp le. but sad to say 4 marks i dunnoe where i lose it. its missing but i can't find my mistake at all. nvm lahs. dun care. lalalalallalalalala